What does God see? God sees you as pure, whole Light that never dies. Death is but a myth that you have conjured up to help the body live. You think that it is alive, as you play a game, believing that death is real. You use the body for learning, but it is only a tool. When you go out into the world, you can imagine that you are living a life of sadness and despair. This is not life but death.
Whenever you think of yourself as a separate body, you have died already. Idolize the body and you worship death. The eternal peace you seek is the Light within you that never dies.
You can suffer and choose to become separate from the whole.
But when you look at what is real, you can choose again, and see only Love.
God alone is Truth, and Love will guide you and keep you close to your Source.